I came here because nobody knew the situation at home.
I am staying because somebody knows the situation at rack four:
which lights are bad, which pin the collars go on, which nights I do not come.

It is not much of a file. It is the first one I have let anyone open.
And the room did not get louder when they opened it.
I had been wrong about that since the first night, in the cold, on the pavement outside.

The Book of the Ghost — Return 38:9